Hump is for Molehills, I Climbed a Mountain!

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Why does Wednesday have to be called hump day?  I understand that it’s the middle of the week and the rest is down hill concept, then why not Peak Day, or Crest Day? Each week I climb mountains, and a hump mean it was really only a hill.  Are my problems any less than everyone else? I am thankful that I am not suffering from a terminal illness, but yes I do suffer and try very hard not to wish for my life to end. I believe that every problem is big to that person, and every person should be treated with the same respect. Pain no matter from what is still pain.
I had a migraine today,  I still went to the pool because I can’t move around above water without help.  Today the gym was more crowded than normal, and someone had body oil on so when I went to use the railing my hands slipped and I crashed into the water, like a boat being launched. I noticed that the gym has for hire signs up in the locker room, hopefully it will cover clean up. Needless to say that I was not my cheerful self, with a broken neck, I am very careful, well I thought I was, I have a habit saying well that will leave a mark, or I’ll feel that tonight.

I feel it really strong right now!  OMG! I think little men are trying to pry my joints apart with little sharp knives. I don’t take medicine so I am patched up like a checker board.  Hump is not the right word, this night is a Everest not a molehill. I’m talking rough terrain, with shear cliffs, grand canyons, narrow paths with loose rocks. I may just cry through the night.
Wednesday is not the right to be rude day people, it’s supposed to be a celebration of making it halfway through your goal.  It’s a day to reflect on the hardest part of the week and look forward to the easier last few days before the reward of a the weekend.
What did I discover at the peak of my week?
Today, I saw my knees, not when I bent over but while I was sitting up, I happened to glance down and there they were in plain sight. I am fat and I am proud to be making a difference in my life on my own terms.

Always Smile, Never let them see your fear!
Don’t give anyone power over you, only you can take charge of your life.

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