I guess my post yesterday didn’t reach the God’s of protection, because today my ex-husband found me on Facebook and made sure I knew he knows everything about me and where I am. I am so proud of myself, I stood my ground and showed no fear. He said he only needed our marriage/divorce dates for the VA and he would leave me alone. Like I believed that, I burned anything about him years ago I didn’t want his benefits, I just wanted to get away. He used a alternator to bash my head into the side of the car because it quit working. He would wake me up and beat me in front of his friends who would be witnesses that I started the fight, then call the police on me, I was young and skinny, I was scared for my boys and pissed that the military just slapped his wrist each time I ended up in the ER. For such a beautiful face and such a smooth talker, he was pure evil. I should have run when my dad liked him. Stupid me for believing in love, but I did blindly, I still believe but I don’t do anything blindly where the heart is concerned. I told him that I would like it if he never contacted us again, that he was married again and should be happy and have a wonderful life with her. We are the past and needed to stay there, he agreed. I don’t trust him, I told my mom so if she sees any cars hanging around just call the police. According to him he is 3 states away, I will be cautious but I am calm, I will not let him bully me ever again. I am more afraid of my body wanting him again, that is what scares me most, I have chosen to be abstinent since I left in 1992. I wish I knew what to do, I can’t even send a prayer request on Facebook, because even though I blocked him, he got in. He is a good stalker and hacker, so this is my only outlet for now, I hope none of you mind. I am glad my dogs hate men. Police won’t do anything until he does.
Always Smile, Never let them see your fear!
Don’t give anyone power over you, only you can take charge of your life.
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