I can’t believe how much pain I am in from the half hour of swimming yesterday and the heat again today. I want to be good and swim everyday but I can only take so much pain.
I wish this heat wave would just quit I’m starting to think that I am pregnant, and there’s no way that could happen, but I stand and I’m sick, my ankles are swollen and the thought of food makes me want to throw up.
I am losing weight.
I am moving Forward.
I am honestly tired of the daily roadblocks.
I am sick of this heat, what happened to Fall?
I just wanted to get back into shape, work hard and get my life back, sounded so simple.
But adding mom’s stroke, PTSD, fibromyalgia, trying to pay bills when you are nearly blind and can’t read the small print without getting a migraine, and feeling guilty because I feel sick and haven’t seen mom for days because I don’t want her sick.
I am honestly trying as hard as I can.
Always Smile, Never let them see your fear!
Don’t give anyone power over you, only you can take charge of your life.
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