Giving myself A Break, Hey, I’m only Human!


I couldn’t find the energy to get down to the pool today, I even had to cancel going to see my mom, the pain is still refusing to lessen and it’s made me sick.
Laying here, I realized that, yes I’m in pain, but at least today I can tell where the pain is coming from.  The muscles in my stomach hurts the worst, making me feel sick and therfore not hungry. I have only eaten enough to keep the insulin from making me sicker, and barely keeping that down.  Even though I wanted to jump into the pool just to cool off, I didn’t, mom reminded me of how sick we were the first week of going to the gym, that the first week we only swam 2 days, 3 days the 2nd week and kept it at 3 times for the rest of the month. I am hoping that once I get into a routine that my muscles will calm down some, I just can’t handle when my cramps have cramps.
Maybe I will get lucky and the promised storm will hit tonight and get rid of this heat, the added humidity today keeps dehydrating me, faster than I can make tea.  Maybe sleep will bring a easier tomorrow?
One can only hope!

Always Smile, Never let them see your fear!
Don’t give anyone power over you, only you can take charge of your life.

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