Well tomorrow I will get into a strangers car, I will make my way alone to my doctors and call for a return ride. I am scared to death!
Today I did laundry, dishes, and went to see mom and got a few things at the store. I even had to a kill a huge spider in the bathroom, (still shaking ) I was not cut out to be locked away from the world.
Why do I have to have all the things that are really painful (Fibromyalgia, diabetic nerve pain, migraines, panic attacks, PTSD) I would love to have a day where I wasn’t hurting so much, I was 13 when the first pain started and at 51 I am spending most of my life fighting just not to let the pain rule my life.
My vegetables will be delivered tonight between 8 pm and 8 am, hopefully not too late because the car picks me up at 10:30 am
Well wish me luck!
Always Smile, Never let them see your fear!
Don’t give anyone power over you, only you can take charge of your life.
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